Friday 19 July 2013

Letter of Confusion

As I sit and write this down
a million questions come to mind.
I know I will never find all the answers
and I really wish I could.

Are you who you say you are?
Why am I battling to find the truth?
One hundred contradictions in every answer,
every reply a twisted truth!

Saturday 6 July 2013

Call

This calling, so loud and yet gentle
Drawing my soul, forever onwards, away.
Time for reflection and dreaming and yearning
Move on, move up, no time for delay.

This moment, is now mine for the taking
It’s made here, right now and now right
No soul can take it, remove it, delete it
Here it will stay and here it will fight.

Just hold me, and stop me from shaking
Hold my trust, be my dreams, take my pride
Fly away, far away, take me with you
Follow birds, chase the stars, catch the tide.


The Dawning

A long, very long night, dark and so cold
Sapped away my strength and made me quite old.
Pained me and drained me, took away my song
Taking each breathe just felt so wrong.

I had to go through it, I could not get out.
A maze of emotions, such dread and such doubt.
The lessons were hard. The teacher was cruel.
Yet any escape would have made me a fool.

And then came the dawning, a little piece of light.
A chance encounter, a spark glowing bright.
Hand of friendship, stretched out across miles
Your voice and your laughter and one of your smiles.

Now I know I will make it, I can survive
Not alone, no longer desperate, and very alive.
The waiting seems trivial, suspense does seem right.
Living the moment, the dawn is now bright.


It's Hope.

Like a tiny seed, sprouting into life.
The spark from a flint, glowing in anticipation.
From a small beginning, so new and so fresh
A start, a simple life waiting to be nurtured.
Encouraged, helped and promoted.

All it needs is my faith..


The Loneliness Inside.

Why? Why the quiet? What does it mean?
Surely it’s not natural to feel this way.
Yearning a touch, a kind word, a sympathetic ear.
You left me and nothing can replace you – ever!
Long lonely hours, just ticking away with my life.
Why the heartache? Why the anger? Why the fear?