Just arrived home,
Dogs to greet me but you're not here.
Wondering and pondering,
Am I doing this right? Am I on the right track?
Is this just a big hole,
for all my resources, emotions, energy?
Where will it lead? Where will it end?
I looked where I shouldn't,
curiosity always kills that cat, does it not?
Now even more questions.
Never to be asked and not expecting honest answers.
"Every reply a different story,
Every answer a twisted truth!"
I'm tired of competing,
I'm too old to start again.
The cage has always been open.
I was scared you would fly away,
always wondered when.
Now I am worried your won't!
