Sunday 25 April 2021

very dark

I'm in a dark space,
Thinking thoughts I've never thought. 
My heart is sad, my mind is weary 
So weary, so bleak, so frought. 

No future to hope for.
No sunny horizon. 
Nobody to speak to. 
No-one holding my space. 

What is left for this lifetime?
Nothing to hold, 
Nobody worthwhile. 
My world imploding -
No warming,  just cold. 

I'm all out of asking, 
I'm all out, so all out.
Just can't anymore, 



HELP ME!!!!

Thursday 22 April 2021

Half

“Do not love half lovers
Do not entertain half friends
Do not indulge in works of the half talented
Do not live half a life
and do not die a half death
If you choose silence, then be silent
When you speak, do so until you are finished
Do not silence yourself to say something
And do not speak to be silent
If you accept, then express it bluntly
Do not mask it
If you refuse then be clear about it
for an ambiguous refusal is but a weak acceptance
Do not accept half a solution
Do not believe half truths
Do not dream half a dream
Do not fantasize about half hopes
Half a drink will not quench your thirst
Half a meal will not satiate your hunger
Half the way will get you no where
Half an idea will bear you no results
Your other half is not the one you love
It is you in another time yet in the same space
It is you when you are not
Half a life is a life you didn't live,
A word you have not said
A smile you postponed
A love you have not had
A friendship you did not know
To reach and not arrive
Work and not work
Attend only to be absent
What makes you a stranger to them closest to you
and they strangers to you
The half is a mere moment of inability
but you are able for you are not half a being
You are a whole that exists to live a life
not half a life”

Gibran Khalil Gibran

Saturday 17 April 2021

Don't miss me more than once a day.

DON’T MISS ME MORE THAN ONCE A DAY

Don’t miss me more than once a day,
For life is moving fast.
Don’t wish all of your time away,
Dreaming of the past.

Don’t waste the moment looking at,
The things I left behind me.
I’m not there anymore my love,
Your heart is where you’ll find me.

Don’t dread to say my name, sweet one,
Don’t fear the wrath of sadness.
Just take the love you had for me,
And turn it into gladness.

Some days your anger will rush out,
Your tears will find their way.
To me, wherever I am then,
I’ll soothe them all away.

When I am gone don’t miss me more,
Than once, or twice a day.
There’s so much life to live, my love.
I’m with you, all the way.

Beautifully written by Donna Ashworth